All too familiar

2004-10-27T19:44:00.000-07:00

CHENG IS BACK,BACK AGAIN.....

Whew.I hate myself:D
I miss you guys too!Vallie val,harry's sound good:Dbut i think brewerkz beer is better!haha.Shaunster...yeah.:DRion...I doubt he reads our blog anyway.
Exams in 10 days!10 fucking days....10 days....10....10.....10....
Oh well.
I miss my hamish pirie.Come back home to me baby...if only the sex wasn't that great....:P

2004-10-21T07:34:00.000-07:00

Hmm...
Haven't been blogging much,nothing much to write.
Anyway,I really think I'm not cut out for a relationship now....wondering eyes,the eyes.....argh....
Very 'flower heart' leh,vicky.You gotta learn to be a good girl.
Back to that pervert on the bus,I didn't really see his face,Shaun.To think of it,I was just a lil pissed,not that grossed out,just pissed tht I was woken up.haha.But he looks like he has got a small prick underneath that trackpants....like real,as if I can see how "Big" guys are....then I won't be so miserable and disappointed. But so far,it has been good for vicky.haha.
I can't believe myself...can anyone slap me and make me be a normal girl?hmm.oh well.
period.

2004-10-19T00:48:00.000-07:00

WHAT THE FUCK
Was on the bus today,drifting in and out of sleep...when I realised something slightly "hard" bouncing on and off my arm...What the fuck...some guy was actually rubbing himself,or bouncing himself(conveniently to the bumpy rhythm of the bus)on my arm.... @#$!%&
KNN...I should have elbowed him and make his 'lil brother' cringe in pain.
When he realised I was acually and finally awake...he moved off to the exit door of the bus,and before he got down,he actually bumped himself on the butt of a young malay lady who was also getting off the bus.And yes,he was bulging between the legs.
Motherfucker....
Anyhoo....I'm with you,you and you....yay?
period.

2004-10-18T11:18:00.000-07:00

WHAT A WEEK

I'm so tired.Bah.Other than having to bring jonathan around,I gotta mug and get stressed bout the fucking exams.Damn.I'm so stressed.STRESSED!!!
Ok,that prolly drove the point home?Anyhooo.....jonathan is goodlooking leh:Dwhew.:DSuch a cute guy,blue eyes and deep voice.Mmmm......
Alright.Till then.
period.

2004-10-14T09:01:00.000-07:00

WHAT A NIGHT AGAIN

Oh well.Jaded.I'm shutting myself in.
-Hibernation mode-

2004-10-12T20:30:00.000-07:00

SO BLOODY QUIET

Whew...it's a nice day i think,cooling....and great day just to mug and not do anything else.I miss my hamish pirie.
god oh god,teach me how to love someone with all my heart and soul.I feel so bad,because I have been leading this one person on.Damn.I hate myself when I do that.No real feelings,just someone there when the need arises.Somehow I don't have that "need" at all...not at all.Gosh.I should tell him that I can't make myself like him,in the romantic sense that is.Anyway,whew.
Exams are around the corner,explains my on and off-ity on my blog.Pretty much cut off from many things,nothing much is on my mind...
"SEX!"
Shut the fuck up,Vicky.You're not supposed to reveal what I'm feeling.
Oh yeah,jonathan the dutchman is coming to SG...whew:DVicky wants to bed him badly.haha.
Okie,back to work.

2004-10-10T01:13:00.000-07:00

WHAT A NIGHT

whew.went out with the dentist.He's such a cool guy...goodlooking,smart,motivational and very inspired.There's this energy within him....simply amazing.Great night out just listening to what he has gotta say about life.A true gem and guiding light in anyone's life.
Ok,I lied about not being free,and escaped going out with you...gee.I can't put myself to love you...

2004-10-08T18:35:00.000-07:00

WHEW

Ok,I was typing an entry when fucking blogspot disappeared!Fuck.
Anyway,I haven't blogged in a few days..so was that a punishment?hmm.
Shaun,girls don't like bad boys who joins secret societies that name themselves using numbers.Girls don't like guys with unruly long hair,or piercings,or tattoo...or smokes,or drinks,or....get the drift?
Girls like big-dicked nerds.Nerds are 5 times the fun,compared to normal bad guys,or normal guys.Nerds with big dicks,who're cheerful and has soothing voices....nerds who holds authoritative and important jobs,nerds who're most prolly not gonna stray from a marriage.
Er....enough of that.
Point is....girls don't like bad boys.Bad boys are like clothes,nice to bring out and display for a week or less.Nice to fuck and fumble around with.
whew....
OKie,dinner time and back to some fucking work.whew.

2004-10-02T21:43:00.000-07:00

I'm so into bossa nova now.
I guess I need more time to get you out of my mind.
I miss my hamish pirie.

2004-10-01T20:08:00.000-07:00

Fuck.

2004-10-01T05:06:00.000-07:00

FUGLY DAY

Yes,the title said it.Fugly day it is.

Sian,so many things to do.

Wonderful day

2004-09-30T13:13:00.000-07:00

Cut classes today.I really mean CLASSES.From 930am to 730pm...with a one hour break at 1130am.OMG,I always give new meanings to an action.I'M SO GONNA FINISH EVERYTHING TODAY!!!!
Changed the blogskin,kinda like it,coz it kinda depicts what's happening to Cheng.
I don't need anyone.I just needa fuck.

today

2004-09-29T05:43:00.000-07:00

Today's a weird day.Saw a lecturer having coffee with a student,haha,something romantic between them i can see--->China freaks.
It'd be more fun if the lecturer is married.
In a weird mood today.
Coz he's a motherfucker.
I'm just consoling myself....and pretending to be happy.
VERY NICE.
Anyway,the last post was taken from fugly.com....
kinda crude,but oh well....vicky's back.

fucking funny

2004-09-28T07:05:00.000-07:00

victimx_22: How evil are you Sarah?
evil_sarah: What?
victimx_22: I'd like to do somethgn evile with you.
evil_sarah: Sex on your mind, huh?
victimx_22: Always lol
victimx_22: Why are you horny?
evil_sarah: Always lol
victimx_22: LOL
victimx_22: cute
evil_sarah: So are you gonna fuck me or what?
victimx_22: Sure. You got a picture?
evil_sarah: Yeah but you don't want it
victimx_22: Why?
evil_sarah: Its all choppy. I scanned it wrong.
victimx_22: Can you scan another one?
evil_sarah: My scanner is broken.
evil_sarah: Do you have one?
victimx_22: Yes. I'll send it.
victimx_22: *Pic*
evil_sarah: Not bad at all.
victimx_22: Well what do you look like then?
victimx_22: If you don't mind me asking
evil_sarah: You know Ester Rolle from "Good Times"?
victimx_22: Yeah
evil_sarah: I look like her.
evil_sarah: Are you there?
victimx_22: No thanks.
victimx_22: I don't fuck niggers
evil_sarah: What the?
evil_sarah: You racist piece of shit.
evil_sarah: I'm hispanic.
victimx_22: The mother from Good Times isn't hispanic
evil_sarah: So?
victimx_22: and she's a fat ass
evil_sarah: I AM NOT FAT YOU FUCKING ASSHOLE!
victimx_22: Then how the hell do you look like Ester Rolle?
victimx_22: Are you gonna answer me?
evil_sarah: Sorry. I've got irratable bowel syndrome.
evil_sarah: I had to clean something off of my carpet.
victimx_22: FUCKING SICK!
evil_sarah: Don't worry about it hunny. I won't get any on you.
evil_sarah: Taco Bell puts a beating on my ass.
victimx_22: That is so gross
evil_sarah: I can still suck your cock.
victimx_22: I'm not so sure
evil_sarah: Come on. I thought you were horny.
victimx_22: Why not. Go for it.
evil_sarah: OK!
evil_sarah: You ready?
victimx_22: yep
evil_sarah: I slowly unzip your pants.
evil_sarah: I feel your loins harden between my fingers.
evil_sarah: I gently free your manhood from your pants.
victimx_22: Yeah baby
evil_sarah: Squatting down on my kness to kiss you.
evil_sarah: Mmmmm you taste good.
evil_sarah: FUCK!
evil_sarah: Hang on.
victimx_22: Mmmmmmmm
evil_sarah: Gotta hit the bathroom again.
victimx_22: What happened?
victimx_22: Don't stop now
evil_sarah: Ok I'm back
evil_sarah: God damn diarrhea.
victimx_22: Almost there. Keep going.
evil_sarah: Ok. I slowly glide you inside my tight mouth.
evil_sarah: I begin to stroke you inside my mouth.
evil_sarah: You can feel my soft tongue on your member.
victimx_22: mmmmmmmmm yesssss
evil_sarah: I reach down and play with my cock.
evil_sarah: Just rolling my balls in my hand while I suck you
victimx_22: Mmmmmm almosttttt
evil_sarah: I begin to jack off while I give you head.
evil_sarah: I feel you throbbing in me.
victimx_22: WAIT A FUCKING MINUTE!
evil_sarah: I wanna taste your..... what's wrong?
victimx_22: WHAT THE FUCK DO YOU MEAN YOUR COCK?!?
evil_sarah: What? Can't I get myself off too?
victimx_22: YOU'RE A FUCKING GUY!????!!!
evil_sarah: Yeah. Whats the problem?
victimx_22: YOU FUCKING FAGGOT I'M GONNA KIL YER GAY ASS!
evil_sarah: Look man. I'm sorry.
evil_sarah: It's the Taco Bell I had.
evil_sarah: It normally doesn't smell that way
victimx_22: FUCK THAT SHIT! I AINT GAY YOU FUCKING QUEER!
evil_sarah: Well, you just came from a blowjob from another guy/
evil_sarah: So you must be half gay.
victimx_22: NO I DIDNT THANK GOD!
evil_sarah: So if you did cum, that would have made you gay?
victimx_22: I thought you were a girl! YOU FAGGOTT!
evil_sarah: Man, you've really got srtong feelings about blacks and gays, don't you?
evil_sarah: I'm always willing to help a fellow queer come out of the closet.
evil_sarah: Let me help you finish.
evil_sarah: Lowering my ass onto your dick...
victimx_22: FUCK YOU!!
evil_sarah: Riding it...
evil_sarah: Riiiiiding it!!
evil_sarah: Uh oh. Those wet farts are coming back.
victimx_22: I'LL KILL YOU FAGGOT!
evil_sarah: Oh god, I just shit on your dick.
evil_sarah: Sorry about that.
evil_sarah: Let me clean it off for you.
evil_sarah: Cup your hand over your nose so you don't smell it.
evil_sarah: mmmmmm
evil_sarah: Yeahhh baby.
evil_sarah: Hello?
evil_sarah: You there?
victimx_22:

Library 2

2004-09-27T12:44:00.000-07:00

Waiting for lab class to start,kinda bored.
Nothing much happened these few days...just that I'm in love with someone else,not the one I'm dating now.
I'm so screwed.
Vicky is one screwed bitch.
Anyhow...there's alot of work to do today.
I miss so many people,VV,rion and shaunster.When are we meeting for a movie or dinner again?Relive the good ol' days...

Such soothing voice can only emanate from you.
I can't wait to hear your voice.
I can't wait to see you again.
I can't wait to see that cheerful face.
I can't wait....to tell you how much I actually like you.

Jaded.

2004-09-26T21:38:00.000-07:00

The title said it all.
period.

back

2004-09-25T01:45:00.000-07:00

Back from a rather disturbed sleep.I had this weird bitter taste in my mouth....and i didn't eat anything much cept' two kosong prata at bout 4pm.Had Latte and cuppucino...in school today.
Seen the Doc in school and was told that my lungs sounded clear...although i'm kinda wheezy.Fuckity.
Ok.

I'm hungry

2004-09-24T02:33:00.000-07:00

The title said it.
I'm freaking hungry now.

Affair with coffee club Xpress...

2004-09-23T23:32:00.000-07:00

No one day will pass without Cheng visting the coffee club express in school...for a cool latte or regular black coffee.
It is the best place to relax,best place to people watch,best place...just to have some quiet time.
Amidst lecturers and college kids passing by briskly,Bossa voices resonates in Cheng...even Vicky,the womyn,sways to brazilian jazz as well.With a cool glass of iced latte or berry ice infusion tea,flipping through the latest newsweek or national geographic,or just simply relaxing...this is what I call 'Heavenly'.Absolutely fantastic.Fantastically brilliant for a cafe in school...coz the canteens are bloody packed during lunch.To think of it,Cheng hadn't been to the canteens for some time,cept' for lunch with jason and dinner earlier in the evening.
Some digression...
Studies is an investment,just like dating in college...less of a hassle when looking for a job and spouse in future,respectively.
But oh no,I realised I'm not romantically interested in that kind of affairs at all...I'm putting up a false front,not good at all.
Back to coffee club Xpress....
god I love that place.My saviour and escape island....

woohoo

2004-09-19T08:35:00.000-07:00

So my beau's name is Jason.Eurasian dude i was talking about.oh well.
Hamish!
oops.
there i go again....

I'm back

2004-09-19T08:31:00.000-07:00

I got a new blog as I'm afraid the new person in my life will find out about my ugly past.haha.